Happy new year !!!!

WISHING EVERYONE A VERY VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR. !!!!

Wish me luck !!!!

The year 2009 is coming to an end. And when I look back, I can clearly see that this year has ended in smoke. This was the worst year of my life till now. A year back, I made many New Year resolutions to myself, that I will to this-n-that etc. etc. but I had done nothing to count on.
Few days back, a very close and lost friend of mine mailed me asking how I am, and what I had been doing till now. This question hanged heavy over my head but somehow I did away with it. But deep at my heart I am really regretting for falling flat this year.
But this year had given me very good experiences which I think will help me a lot in my life.
 In January, it was a good start, I kept myself busy in learning animations and in so many tuitions for competitive exams and my graduation. And same went on in Feb. too. Then In month of March I realized that I should now concentrate on my graduation, so I left everything I was doing for the sake of my studies but this month too went by fits and starts. Then came the exam month i.e. April, at the eleventh hour I started studying, and believe me I really tried to score well but it was a hope against hope. After my exams I was in full holiday mood. So we four friends packed our bags and went for vacations to Mumbai-goa. Yes, I was once again in goa. Last time I went there on a school tour. So obviously, I wanted to cherish all my memories. So we friends went to every place once again. It was so much fun there. For the first time I travelled in local train of Mumbai and B.E.S.T buses, but in all, tour went so good.

As soon I was back from goa I had to go to another trip to pune with my family. It was after 10-12 year we (my mom, dad and my younger sister) were going somewhere together. So we enjoyed so much.
Then came the month of June,my result was also out till then. Obviously, i didn't got distinction marks.but by god's grace i cleared every subject without back(it is also a big thing in our university...lol). I joined back my animation classes but till then my interest had gradually fizzled out of this field and I had realized that this is not my cup of tea, but for the sake of fees I had paid there, the hard earned money of my father, I continued with animations thinking that I can use those skills in future. So in June and July, I would wake up late, spend 3-4 hours at studio, and rest of the time in hanging around with friends.

But in month of august, I don’t know what happened to me, I decided to pack my bags and asked my parents that I want to go to jaipur for preparation of competitive exams. But they insisted that I should go to Indore, so leaving my animation classes halfway I went to Indore and after few days, my best buddy also joined me. There I seriously devoted my time to studies. But soon I came to know that due to my misdeeds I won’t be able to appear for exam I was preparing for. So I was completely broken. And after spending few more days there I came back to my city in October. Whole of this month went into diwali celebrations .but after coming back I felt like I had turned from ambivert  to introvert. I wasn’t interacting with anyone, I preferred staying back at home, avoiding all social meetings and functions. May be because I was so much depressed, and this went on till the second week of December.

Now I realize that things can’t go as they are going. I have to do something about myself. So that I don’t feel ashamed of telling anyone about what I had been doing all these days. I know putting all this on a blog won’t help me in any means but on my part, it can do wonders and it’s really beyond explanation at this moment. Maybe, next year I would be able to explain myself that why I am putting all this on a blog.
Coming year is very important for me in every term. There are many things to do on the charts. And it’s time to put them in action.
Wish me luck.
Happy 2012

DREAMS MEAN WORK

After so many days, i dont know why, i opened photoshop and did something with the line that is inspiring me these days. "DREAMS MEAN WORK".

I Just can't let you go !!!

While reading TOI, i came across a very good thougt in the "sacred space" coloumn. Here it goes :-

To enjoy anything, we cannot be attached to it. What we usually try to do is to capture any joy that comes our way before it can escape. We try to cling to all pleasure, but all we succeed in doing is making ourselves frustrated because, whatever it promises, pleasure simply cannot last. But if i am willing to kiss the joy as it flies, i say, 'yes, this moment is beautiful. I won't grab it. I'll let it go'. If we don't cling to past or future, We live entirely here and now, in 'eternity's sunrise'

Feeling blessed !!

  From last so many months i was thinking of reading one of the most unusual and the one of the most important scripture, that is BHAGAVAD GEETA. And i really feel blessed after reading BHAGAVAD GEETA. and now comes the most difficult task to adopt the things taught in the GEETA. i had once heard from someone that if u follow just one thing from GEETA, that can change your whole life. Its is the divine voice of the God. One can be spiritually benefited by mediating and contemplating on the GEETA.

Here is the GEETA saar :--

Whatever happened, it happened for good.
Whatever is happening, is happening for good.
Whatever that will happen, it will be for good.
What have you lost for which you cry?
What did you bring with you, which you have lost?
What did you produce, which has destroyed?
You did not bring anything when you were born.
Whatever you have, you have received from Him.
Whatever you will give, you will give to Him.
You came empty handed and

you will go the same way.

Whatever is yours today was somebody else’s yesterday and  will be somebody else’s tomorrow.

Change is the law of the universe.

my all-time favorite poem !!

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. 

 

it was  taught to us in our school. i don't know exactly in which standard but i like this poem very much. specially the last two lines.

The most difficult question….

There are many situations in one’s life when he is simply clueless while answering any question.

I am not talking about academic questions. But the questions that make one chew the cud.

I don’t know of others but for me the most difficult question is when I am asked “about myself”.  When I have to fill the “about me” column in the social networking sites or in any form, it’s really a hard nut to crack.

I find myself on horns of dilemma. I just don’t get words to describe myself.

I think I should send an request to everyone out there who know me, asking them to  write me back  all they know about me, my character, nature etc. etc. but that too won’t help. Coz problem is with me.

Don’t get me wrong, I obviously know all the personal details of mine. Like my name, address, sex, fathers name and blah blah……………but what I don’t know is that what kind of person I am.

When I think I am a good guy, something happens and I am tagged as a bad boy. And when I assume and start believing that I am really bad, someone comes and say that m so good, helping and good natured. My girlfriend dumped me coz she thinks that I am so boring and same time I was admired everywhere for my sense of humour.  Some think that I am darling to them and many think that I am of no use. Some think that I am intelligent, but my results never showed so, I personally think that I am so much creative but actually have no achievements to my credit. I think that my business capabilities are great but I had lost my money in some of my previous investments. Some find me cute and some hate my company. My friends say I have lots of patience, but I find my parents opposing them. I love music but what genre I like most, I am unsure…………..and this differences have no end.

I think I will never be able to solve this puzzle.

“Who m I “

Extract from the book "By the river piedra,I sat down and wept" by Paulo coelho

Love is always new. regardless of whether we love once, twice, or a dozen times in our life, we always face a brand new situation. Love can consign us to hell or to paradise, but it always takes us somewhere. We simply have to accept it, because it is what nourishes our existence. if we reject it, we die out of hunger, because we lack the courage to stretch out a hand and pluck the fruit from the branches of the tree of life. we have to take love where we find it, even if that means hours, days, weeks of disappointment and sadness.
The moment we begin to seek love, love begins to seek us.
And to save us

GOOGLE POWER

Today i had an mad idea (may be coz i had recently purchased new idea connection). i thought to search for myself on google. i was knowing that obviously i would be nowhere in google listings. but then too thought to give it a try,

so i opened mozilla firefox and entered "vishal hinduja" in the google toolbar.Within a second it displayed the results ..........
and i was shocked to see the results. it was that i never dreamt of.

There were more than four or five links for me on first page itself.

SALUTE to google power, i was so pleased that it has listings even for "good for nothing" human beings, like me.

yaa i admit that there may be many people who may find this an very ordinary and usual thing but for me it was hard to belive.

There was also a site named facesearch on that page. http://www.facesaerch.com/face/vishal+hinduja

Out of curosity i clicked that link. a beautiful black coloured with flying pictures opened.
now this was the moment i was all agog. that site was even showing my picture.
this all was like a cock and bull story.
i simply stared at my picture for next 10 minutes. then somehow i come out of that fancy to the homepage where i was searching myself.
i saw the "images" link in the top left of my screen and in no time i clicked that too. the page was displaying all the pictures i had uploaded long back on my picassa album.
it was really amazing to see all the pics again.

Once again HATS OFF to google power, who helped to search myself. now its time to check out for other sites too..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

no no....its not my birthday. actually m feeling little guity on my part......i always forget birthdays of my dear and near ones. its the fourth or fifth time in a year i had forgotten my dear ones to wish them on their birthdays.......vaise unki bhi galti hai.....4-5 din pehle bday party ka invitation bhejna chahiye taki yaad rahe(shame on me). so frm now m gonna write everybody's bday and anniversaries in my diary and i swear not to forget anyone's birthday from now...... sorry frds.....

MY FIRST BLOG

bahut time se soch raha tha to start writing blogs.
here is the moment.
i,vishal kumar hinduja is ready to dive into the deep ocean of blog writing
but i hardly know anything abt writting blogs. my grammer is also little poor.
but time teaches all. hope mein bhi sab sikh jau....i dont know ki koi padne wala bhi hai ki nahi mere blogs.. nevermind i will keep trying to improve.
The line that is motivating me these days from the book of poulo coelho is
"DREAMS MEAN WORK" and while writing this blog i m dreaming that one day my blogs will be very popular among masses.......hoping for the best.........